Monday, July 1, 2019

What It Means To Follow Jesus

'When the days drew near for Jesus to be taken up, he set his face to go to Jerusalem. And he sent messengers ahead of him. On their way they entered a village of the Samaritans to make ready for him; but they did not receive him, because his face was set toward Jerusalem. When his disciples James and John saw it, they said, "Lord, do you want us to command fire to come down from heaven and consume them?" But he turned and rebuked them. Then they went on to another village.
As they were going along the road, someone said to him, "I will follow you wherever you go." And Jesus said to him, "Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head." To another he said, "Follow me." But he said, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father." But Jesus said to him, "Let the dead bury their own dead; but as for you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God." Another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but let me first say farewell to those at my home." Jesus said to him, "No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God."'
--Luke 9: 51-62

'For freedom Christ has set us free. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.
For you were called to freedom, brothers and sisters; only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for self-indulgence, but through love become slaves to one another. For the whole law is summed up in a single commandment, "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." If, however, you bite and devour one another, take care that you are not consumed by one another.
Live by the Spirit, I say, and do not gratify the desires of the flesh. For what the flesh desires is opposed to the Spirit, and what the Spirit desires is opposed to the flesh; for these are opposed to each other, to prevent you from doing what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not subject to the law. Now the works of the flesh are obvious: fornication, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, anger, quarrels, dissensions, factions, envy, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these. I am warning you, as I warned you before: those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
By contrast, the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against such things. And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live by the Spirit, let us also be guided by the Spirit.'
--Galatians 5: 1, 13-25

I have something of a history of  doing things without completely understanding what I’m getting myself into.  My first job was working in a saw mill at the age of 17.  I had no idea how long the days would be, nor how utterly exhausted I would be when I got home.  I ended up quitting that job a lot sooner than I had anticipated. While in college I was a theatre major, but I hadn’t figured out that that meant more than just acting.  Who knew that I would have to take technical theatre classes or sew a pair of pants or design lights for a scene or build a set a steps?  Not me!  I didn’t fair so well in those areas, and so I ended up changing the major to a minor in my last semester.  Maybe I could have done both of those things more effectively and actually enjoyed them if I had had any idea going in of what it actually meant to be a logger or a theatre major.  I suspect most of us have been in similar situations.

For the vast majority of us we had no idea of what it actually meant to be Christians, did we; after all, just about all of us here were baptized as babies, with a few exceptions.  So what happens to us when, say a few years after our baptisms, we find ourselves wondering what it means to be a Christian? Unfortunately, so very often our churches, especially Mainline Protestants like the Episcopal Church, end up being reflections of our social structures, complete with the same expectations that end up getting levied on us within those social structures.  For example, how many of us have felt pressure to join a particular social or charitable organization in our community? That same level of expectation is often transferred onto church life ("I put my time in on altar guild, now it's your turn!"). Thus going to church or participating in ministries become something we do out of a sense of expectation, fearful of the shame or ridicule we might incur if we don’t.  If only we knew that what it means to be a Christian is not about expectation, but about hearts and lives that are transformed by the grace-filled love of Jesus Christ.  We do what we do—come to church on Sunday or participate in a ministry team—not out of a sense of expectation or fear of ridicule but because those things are expressions of our faith.  We do them because what it means to be a Christian is, in fact, to be freed from the burden of expectation.

Both our Gospel from Luke and our reading from Paul’s letter to the Galatians this week highlight what the Christian life entails and the ways it undermines those social and personal expectations.  In the second half of the Gospel we hear of three would-be followers who clearly have an interest in traveling the way with Jesus, but they just don’t understand what that means.  The first is reminded that he’ll be homeless if he does so. The second wants to wait until his father dies.  And the third wants to run back home to say goodbye to his family.  All three of these highlight an expectation that society places on folks and the ways that Jesus frees us from them. The first would-be follower is faced with a loss of protection, as being homeless means he’ll be, both physically and socially ostracized, if he follows Jesus.  The second's desire to wait until his father dies is really about him wanting to get his inheritance before going to be with Jesus, something that was certainly expected of him, but Jesus point out the reality that in order to follow him the man must make a clear choice about his priorities: is it to follow Jesus or do what he and others expect.  And the third wishes to turn back in an act of somehow clinging his old life, not quite getting that the reality of following Jesus means a new life and new family that reflects Jesus’ own words in Luke 8: 21, when he says that those who “hear the word of God and do it” are his brothers, and sisters.  These three have no idea what it means to follow Jesus, and as far as we can tell, none of them joined Jesus on the road to Jerusalem.

One of the would-be followers with Jesus.

It’s clear that these three wanted to cling to the social structures and expectations to which they were accustomed, not realizing that to be a disciple—that is, to be one that follows— requires that one let go of those social structures, let go of what the self and others expect, and cling instead to Jesus.  Writing to the splintered congregation in Galatia, Paul echoes these words, calling the people to be guided not by their own selfish wants and desires and what they have been told matters in this life, but instead to be guided by the Spirit of God, the agent of grace that has taken away the expectations and made us all worthy to be called children of God.  These words echo in our own ears today, and we need to be reminded of them. Thus whatever rugged individualism society preaches, whatever voice inside us that tells us to look out for “me and mine,” is surrendered as we take up the yoke of Christ.  A yoke is not an easy or comfortable instrument, just ask an ox.  Yet, ironically, Jesus’ yoke is a light one.  It is the yoke of freedom, and freedom for Jesus, and later Paul, is not the same as freedom for a 21st century American (something very important for us to keep in mind as we prepare to celebrate July 4th).  This is not about freedom to do whatever one wants, quite the opposite.  Instead, it’s freedom from one’s wants and what others want from us, , the freedom to be in Christ and to live and love and he does.  This is what the Christian life entails. 

Being free in Christ means that it is no longer our wills or even the wills of our society to which we listen,  but rather the will of Jesus.  Sometimes we lose sight of this, trying to reconcile our own desires with what Jesus is actually calling us to do and to be. Take James and John, who have grown so self-righteous in their time with Jesus that when they are rejected by a town of Samaritans their first instinct is to call down fire from heaven to consume them—a callback to a move made by the prophet Elijah.  Surely Jesus will approve of smiting our enemies, they think.  Clearly, they don’t get it, still caught in their own feelings and their society's expectations for how they should treat the Samaritans, and so they want to destroy them, forgetting that furiously macho, divine violence is not the way of Jesus .  Later on Paul reminds the Galatians that the whole law is summed up in the single commandment to “love your neighbor as yourself,” which we all know as the Golden Rule. It’s as simple as that.  But do we really get it?  Do we remember that this is actually a commandment, found in Leviticus 19: 18, and that it comes at the end of a long list of dos and don’ts, including “you shall leave provisions for the poor and the alien in your midst,” “you shall not render an unjust judgement,” and “you shall not take vengeance or bear a grudge against any of your people.”  The Golden Rule, the greatest commandment, actually comes at the end of a list of 17 commandments, all of which are summed up in “love your neighbor as yourself.”  Every audience that heard Jesus or Paul use this phrase would have known that to love neighbor as self entailed all of these, a  lot more than lip service.

James & John, who did not love their neighbors as themselves, are ready to call down fire on the Samaritans. 

And that’s the tricky part, remembering that there is a more to following the way of Jesus. We try to reconcile what we want with what Jesus wants, but it doesn’t really work.   It is not enough to want to follow Jesus, we must understand that to do so will literally change our lives, change our hearts and our perspectives, maybe even lead to us losing the security of our friends, family, and social structures.  It is not enough to simply say that we love our neighbor as ourselves, but we must put that love into action.  Without meaningful action we end up merely reciting the words of Jesus on our lips but not in our lives, resulting in a kind of faux-empathy that society expects us to show to those who are broken, wherein we can muster little more than the obligatory “thoughts and prayers” when we face tragedies like a mass shooting or the site of children being held in cages.  Our social structures may tell us that the only thing that matters is that we belong to and meet the expectations of that society, especially relating to compassion, but we Christians are about something much more, much deeper.  We belong to Jesus, who by God’s grace has made us part of his very body in our baptisms, that we may put our love into action, who invites us to the holy table to feast with him and on him, that we may go and set a table before the poor and alien in our own midst, and who offers not fearful expectation but a nail-pierced hand with and the invitation, “Follow me!”  The question is, do we truly comprehend what that means?

The truth is that comprehending what it means to follow Jesus is a lifelong endeavor. Blessedly, however, both Jesus and Paul give us an idea of what it means in this week's texts.  It means letting go of the expectations levied on us by ourselves and those around us, including the expectation that it’s all about our individual selves.  It means remembering that to be a disciple is to be transformed by the life and love of Jesus, and to allow that inner transformation of our self to lead to an outer transformation of the very society that so strongly places those structural expectations on us.  When this happens our lives will bear love, joy, peace, and every other fruit of the Spirit. May Christ who has already begun a good work in us, show us what it means to follow him, and give us the grace to truly and fully do so.